I am sad but i’m still going to smile.

My nightmare has just begun when my partner finally said goodbye to me and the rest of the cliques last thursday and since that day on i’ve been crazier than ever during work because i was patheticly alone and needs to do everything, just everything ALONE; from taking out their showering stuffs to making milk to changing their diapers to making sure they eat their lunch and tea time and blabla argghh i thought i was going mad. got home and my back were in pain sobs. then again i cant believe i could actually get through the two days without making any mistakes. woots i am so proud of myself.

right there’s a lot of stuffs going through my mind at the moment. mixed feelings. not happy actually especially today when on of my student’s parents came to fetch her from school, they asked me like so who’s going to handle the class and i was like, uuhhh i’ll be handling this class until further notice and the parents, the mother especially, gave me this uhh-okay-i-doubt-you-can-handle-this-class.

-_-

i’ll be sending my laptop to service tomorrow so i wont be here updating for at least 2 weeks. take care all.

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY